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Nothing but insanity within.
(But friendly insanity)

Youve been warned.
Current Mood: amusedamused
18 April 2013 @ 09:02 pm
Soooo.....NOT DEAD!

Just been working graveyard on the remodel from hell. For a abusive manager that has managed to undue a lot of the progress I made at not acting like I am broken anymore. So thats fun.

Went to the ER last night because my anxiety about work had gotten so bad, I was having chest pains.

I wanna go back to blogging but the 40hr graveyard work week was killing me. So I was either sleeping or at work or watching Dramas. My life is exciting.

Although due to the remodel I have lost like 15 lbs and I am now burly. No wussy girlyness for me. And I have more bruises than should be allowed.

Despite everything I am doing Ok. Counting down the days till Cali.

Tonight is my last graveyardshift. Then I go back to being Facilities. Which will make me happy and then I can start blogging, and language and my work outs again.

Spawn is doing ok, she starts kindergarten in the fall. Im in denial. HOW DO I HAVE A KINDERGARTNER! HOW DID THIS HAPPEN!

Ex is still Awol for the most part, but I have ceased expecting anything.
Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: ONE OK ROCK - Be the light | Powered by Last.fm
26 January 2013 @ 06:09 pm
So I made a wordpress to talk about what is over taking my life recently. Korean Dramas.

Here is a link if anyone is interested.


I will write a actual update at some other time.
Current Mood: nervousnervous
This is a fandom rant. If you dont know what fandom is why I may need to rant. Ignore the crazy lady..I will post something kinda resembling a life update later. 
Ignore the crazy lady behind the curtainCollapse )

Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: Great Big Sea-Widow in the Window
26 February 2011 @ 01:41 pm
I realized recently That I listen to a lot of music from all over the place. I have been toying around for awhile with idea of sharing my music tastes with world, just never got around to it. *Shrugs*

I will be doing them with themes..I think for the first one I am going to do Japanese songs because well.....why not. Keep in mind these are my musical interests. If you find something you like cool! if Not I aint worried about it.

So here we go, The very first one...Are we excited? I am.

Song #5
DBSK- Love in the Ice
I am not the biggest DBSK fan in the world, but I LOVE THIS SONG! Especially the live performance. I have a weakness for groups who can sing live, and DBSK can...Pretty pretty voices. That and it gives me chills, anything that gives me chills is on the list.
Live performance, because its made of win.

Song #4
Pierrot-Psychedelic Lover

I love this song. Its my favorite from Pierrot. Its catchy and the video amuses me. I like it because its a little punky in feel and really really catchy, and yea. I dont overall I like Pierrot. I am kinda sad they broke up. Even though that was like 7 years ago now. Still sniffle.
Teh Music video.

Song #3
Siam Shade- 1/3 no Junjou na Kanjou
Now this song you can blame my love fully on Anime. It was used in Rurouni Kenshin and I love it. Still love it. It makes me happy. It makes my inner sap very happy. Im annoyed that the internet wants to deny me love of Siam Shade..Bastards. *Shakes fist*
Video is here X.

Song #2
One Ok Rock-Where Ever You Are

Ok. I kjust got introduced to this band, like last month. This song is one of the major reasons why I went *CLING* I LOVE THIS BAND! That and they in general kick a lot of ass. Just saying. Just a whole lot of love for this song. *huggles it*
NO MV for this song, but listen anyway..NOW!.

Song #1
Boa feat. M-Flo- The Love Bug

Boa is my girl. I love her. I have watched her grow up. I love duets. This song is pure pop catchy-ness. This is actually in general one of favorite songs in general. I realized I am unapoligetic pop lover, alright I said it, who wants some! IDEK anymore. I think I am going to stop trying to justify my love for songs. But Boa is in my I will cut a bish bubble, so take that into consideration if you are going to say anything bad. >>

I think I may have to a separate post for Visual Kei. Or I might not. Who knows. I do what I want.

ANd now that I know LJ is a bish..I will also post pictures....>> for the next one.. *kicks LJ*
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: 김동완 - I Love Summer (Ft. Andy) | Powered by Last.fm
19 February 2011 @ 08:20 am
Originally posted by rosefox at "My body hijacked"
It's been a long time since we had disposable funds for charity donations, but today I dipped into savings to send a donation to Planned Parenthood, because the House of Representatives just voted to completely defund it. Oh, and they want to completely eliminate Title X family planning funding, too.

Keep in mind that the Hyde Amendment already banned clinics from receiving federal funding for abortion. So the only goal here is to keep people from accessing family planning services, cancer screenings, birth control, HIV tests, and other life-saving and life-changing medical assistance.

There's no upside to this. It's just wrong. And in small and rural communities, it could be a disaster.

We can certainly hope that the Senate will do the right thing and refuse to pass these terrible bills. In the meantime, please stand with Planned Parenthood. At the very least, sign their letter to the House and the Senate. If you can, make a donation--even just a small one. Soon we may be the only source of funds they have.

And please, please spread the word. Women, men, teens too! Men and boys benefit from PP's services too: directly through things like HIV tests and free condoms, and indirectly through having happier, healthier female partners, relatives, and friends. It's too easy for people to dismiss this as "ladybusiness", or to shy away from talking about that icky S-E-X stuff. Please don't let that happen. Speak up for reproductive health services, and keep speaking up for as long as it takes.

There's a rally in New York next Saturday. I'm planning to go if I can get away from work for long enough. Join us if you can.

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Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
23 November 2010 @ 09:49 pm
still alive. finished school....

ive fallen back into my korean music days...

and its too bloody cold up here.
Current Mood: chipperchipper
08 April 2008 @ 09:23 pm
hey all.

im doing the march of dimes.  march of dimes is a awesome orgrization. i need to find some sponsers. any amount people are willing to give is apperciated.



Current Mood: amusedamused
29 October 2007 @ 03:01 pm

i am completely alone with lenny for the first time.

she is just passed out on my chest. she is cute.

still in a mountain of paperwork of doom.

my mommy left today. ill miss her. :(

life is ok. the good out weighs the bad. and it will all work out.
Current Mood: okayokay
05 May 2007 @ 09:48 am
24 February 2007 @ 03:42 pm
1) Tell you why I friended you.
2) Associate you with a song/film.
3) Tell a random fact about you.
4) Tell a first memory about you.
5) Associate you with a character/pairing.
6) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7) Tell you my favourite user pic of yours.
8) In retort, you must spread this disease in your LJ.
24 February 2007 @ 08:39 am


ill let ya all know later.
05 December 2006 @ 07:56 pm
its bad when its either mental health or physical health.

but it came down to it.

ross is awesome for my mental health sometimes.

i feel so much better.

but i didnt sleep so yea.

tired lizzy.

sick lizzy.

jay will have to be in the hosptial for another two weeks..

i am not amused.

Current Location: jay's house
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: gilmore girls season six baby
25 November 2006 @ 01:16 am


Two sides to your personality, fiery but fragile, often indecisive.

23 November 2006 @ 09:31 pm
jay is out of icu.

its been nice getting to hang out with him.

school is trying to bury me.

but i will prevail.

csumb looks awesome of awesome.
16 November 2006 @ 03:13 am

i hate hosptials.

there has been a nurse there who apprantly is a good nurse but just sucks with the people skills.

he royally pissed me off tonight.

to the point where i will not be goin in tomorrow because i know he would be on shift.

fucking f tard.

i think i need to get out and do something....sahar wants me back in class...im torn. i want to dance again..but i cant motivate myself right now. right now i am so wrapped up in work and school and hosptial that doing things for myself is getting hard.

that and i think i need a good hug. like a real supportive hug. but whatever.

jay is off the venilator...still a long road ahead but we are moving in the right direction
Current Location: home
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: brain is dead so no music
10 November 2006 @ 08:08 am
jay is in ICU

there is a chance he may die.

he has pancreatsis. which is very very scary.

its always nice when your organs decide to begin to eat themselves.

so everyone please. pray, think, gesture good healing thoughts towards him, i would apperciate it.
06 November 2006 @ 09:42 am
boi went to hosptial today. spent several hours watching him be in pain until they know what was wrong. ends up he has gall stones. will have surgery tomorrow.

while at er. ran into a friend. friend thought it was one thing. turn out to be more serious. now really afraid. so everyone who reads this. please send happy energy to the hosptial.

while driving home. hit the curb and blew out my tire. scared the living shit out of myself. but i sat there, laughed and cried at the same time.

and here i thought i could sleep.

i want to help my friends wife. i want everything to be better. i want everything to work out. i hope i am not wanting too much.
Current Location: jays house
Current Music: nothing
06 October 2006 @ 10:27 pm
went better.

still struggle with shimmy. its better though.

veils make you arms hurt.

they are selling motion pacific so after december not sure if i will still be dancing with sahar.

body is still sore few days later.

more focused to actually go on in bellydance.


life is life..really worn out. but next week is the anniversary show. so yea.
would be better if i didnt i have two papers due the monday after the show.
Current Location: jays house
Current Mood: soresore
Current Music: VH1
04 October 2006 @ 08:00 am

                                “I don’t want to mourn prettily





Current Mood: pleasedpleased
01 October 2006 @ 09:06 pm
parwana fixes all.
27 September 2006 @ 09:19 pm

this class went better.

going to the beginning class on monday was helpful.

need to figure out a 3/4 shimmy. brain is not getting it..

so tassles you have any suggustions i more than open.

my tummy hurts.


life is still being life. had a good day at work. still waiting for aid to come in.

the combo of bellydancing-wateraerobics-bellydancing-wateraerobics-taiko-taiko is making me one tired monkey.

school is going well.


going to bed. 630am is going to come waaaay to soon.

Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: sounds of ocean eleven
22 September 2006 @ 08:18 pm

Watsonville Taiko 15th Anniversary Show

Oct 14th and 15th


The 14th  at 7:30pm Saturday

The 15th at  2pm      Sunday


At the Mello Center

East beach and Lincoln, Watsonville



The cost is $15 dollars for adults

                  $12 dollars for kids and Seniors.




For more information, get a hold of me or call 831-423-3926


Current Mood: soresore
20 September 2006 @ 02:12 pm
today will be my first intermediate bellydancing class....

this should be intresting.
Current Mood: nervousnervous